tu peux grailler à un HP, il y a des pseudo-polémiques qu'il manque de places dans les hopitaux français mais dans les faits t'es le bienvenu et tu peux y passer ta vie nourri et logé, mais c'est un peu de la merde la psychiatrie dans ce pays

c'est naze, je préfère continuer à faire semblant d'être stoïque dans ma solitude en étant capable d'une endurance sans limite dans mes domaines d'intérêt.

• What is schizoid personality disorder?

Schizoid personality disorder (sometimes abbreviated to SZPD, SPD, or ScPD) is a mental health condition defined by detachment from social relationships and difficulty expressing emotions. It's a cluster A personality disorder, meaning it involves behaving or thinking in odd or eccentric ways.

If a person has schizoid personality disorder, they have little desire to establish or maintain personal relationships and may structure their life in a way that allows them to minimize contact with others. They might avoid dating, for example, and look for jobs that allow them to work from home or in isolation. In social situations, they may feel emotionally cut off from others or see themselves as an observer rather than a participant. While some people with SZPD may be able to tolerate a certain degree of physical intimacy, others find themselves automatically dissociating when around others.

• Overt vs covert schizoid personality disorder

If someone has overt schizoid personality disorder, they outwardly appear to be a loner. They may seem to always be daydreaming or simply disinterested in other people. They may also have a restricted emotional range, rarely smiling, laughing, or even showing anger. Often, not even compliments or high praise seem to budge their mood.

On the other hand, people with covert schizoid personality disorder may seem as sociable as the average person. They're better able to "mask" their symptoms when necessary, such as in the workplace. But beneath that mask, they still have a hard time building emotional attachments and rarely share their feelings.

• The effects of schizoid personality disorder and isolation

Even when someone doesn't desire to socialize, a solitary lifestyle can have health consequences, including negative effects on the brain's functioning. Some research suggests that lack of social stimulation can reduce cognitive abilities, such as memory, and ultimately lead to cognitive decline. There's also some evidence that isolation increases inflammation, which can lead to problems throughout the body, such as poor cardiovascular health.

The solitary lifestyle associated with schizoid personality disorder can also negatively impact social skills. This can make it difficult to "read between the lines" for example, pick up on subtle nonverbal cues such as shrugs or eye rolls, and make socializing feel even more burdensome, pushing the person further into isolation. It can also make it harder to function at work or in important social situations.

• Schizoid traits and suicide

A 2021 review of studies found that people with schizoid traits (such as emotional detachment and unwillingness to communicate with others) are more vulnerable to suicidal ideation and behavior. The introspective nature of people with SZPD also makes them more likely to carefully plan out their suicide attempts (j'ajoute que le suicide se produit généralement à l'intersection entre la dépression et une période de "manie" où l'on se sent plus énergique, les bipolaires sont parmi ceux qui se suicident le plus parmi les malades mentaux car ils traversent fréquemment la petite période très dangereuse où ils sont mous avec des idées noires et très énergiques prêts à tout accomplir)

pour ma part j'ai fait une TS (en très grande partie grâce à un médecin qui a changé mon traitement et m'a donné qqchose de très fort qui a parmi les effets secondaires de fortement accentuer les idées noires en début de traitement) et eu deux périodes très noires où je rêvassais fortement au suicide sans rien tenter

Rien de tout ça, Dieu m'en préserve

At a basic level, what is Schizoid Personality Disorder? https://old.reddit.com/r/Schizoid/wiki/faq
At it's core, schizoid personality disorder is a personality disorder that is defined by persistent willingness for solitude, a lack of interest in interacting with people or relationships, and a lack of emotional experiences, positive or negative (also known as flat affect).

Asociality vs Schizoid https://old.reddit.com/r/Schizoid/wiki/schizoid_related_concepts
Asociality is the tendency to not engage in socialization or to engage in solitary activities. Asociality is often used synonymously with introversion (though this is not technically correct) and there exists a great range of levels of asocialness. An asocial person prefers not to engage with other people, but enjoys the company of people and can adapt to socialization if needed or desired.

Extreme and pathological asociality is only one of the many aspects of schizoidness. Schizoids not only don't initiate interactions with people, but often receive very-little satisfaction from social interactions in general. As a result, the schizoid lacks any internal motivation to interact with others and may actively avoid social interactions out of disinterest. While an asocial individual might lack a preference for being by themselves or with others, he/she will voluntarily engage in social interactions on occasion. In contrast, the schizoid actively prefers solitude and will nearly universally choose it whenever it is an option. This tendency is harmful in that the schizoid may pick solitude, even when social interaction is beneficial (ex: networking for a career) or when solitude is not a viable option. In essence, asocial individuals can adapt and socialize in desirable situations, while schizoids are inflexible in their unwillingness to socialize and/or be engaged.

This "social anhedonia" that schizoids tends to causes its own host of problems such as: underdeveloped social skills (based on lack of experience in social situations rather than a lack of ability to pick up on social cues), a blunt/apathetic conversational style (out of lack of caring), and willfully breaking social norms (out of boredom).